I was texting Paan last night, and started tearing. But these were tears of joy. I was telling him how I can't wait for his holidays, and that I wish he wasn't so busy so we can spend more time together(as if it's not enough kan). But really, I miss him so much.
The hopeless romantic deep down inside me came out last night, and I was telling him how I wished we could just run away just the two of us, away from everyone and everything we know, backpacking in Europe and meeting new people, for the first and last time, or just settling down in Paris or something, he'll be an artist and I can make arsty french films no one watches, we'll live in a loft and just be together all day.
Though in reality, financially, logically, religion-wise, etc., that ain't gonna happen and we all know it. But instead of slapping me in the face with a statement like that, he replied, "Just give it time k sayang, mana tau in a few years we'll still be together, we'll be working and can go on our own holiday. :-)"
I ignored every single stupid "rule", and went on with telling him that I hope we'll still be together, and I mean forever. Cause that's just how strongly I feel for him, and I'm not afraid to say it.
