Arahmaiani Broke a Plate
2 hours ago
frisky, bosan, tapi demam.
"Edward Norton AND Robert Downey Jr wei, can fucking jerk off to that movie."
"Please don't jerk off in the cinema."
"I always wonder how girls jerk off?"
"Okay fine, book myself to the pirated DVD."
"Or you could watch that while doing boyfie instead of porn?"
"Don't be ridiculous, he might come to them instead of me. I like feeling superior during sex."
"No wonder you're dating him."
Now I know why I hardly stay at home, my overload of boredom induces this kind of conversations.
"Please don't jerk off in the cinema."
"I always wonder how girls jerk off?"
"Okay fine, book myself to the pirated DVD."
"Or you could watch that while doing boyfie instead of porn?"
"Don't be ridiculous, he might come to them instead of me. I like feeling superior during sex."
"No wonder you're dating him."
Now I know why I hardly stay at home, my overload of boredom induces this kind of conversations.
my being lethargic vs indifference.
I don't have much to say, except this one little thing on my mind recently:
I really wish more people would understand that it's hard enough getting alone time with a particular asshole(who is not picking up the phone so if you read this; fuck you), or anyone for that matter. Especially that asshole. I really prefer spending time with a particular person alone, gives me time to get personal with friends, rather than the big hangouts I usually dread.
If I reject an offer to hang out with an excuse that I'm hanging out with another friend you may or may not know, please don't take it to heart. I just don't feel like group hang outs sometimes.
I've been (amazingly) too lazy to go out lately, especially at nights. From a hardcore alcoholic/junkie/party girl who gets back home at at least 5am or if at all, to a good girl who does her assignments, spends more time at home, and gets back at least by 2am if she goes out at all.
Amazing isn't it? But I'm convinced people never change, just wait a few semesters I'm sure we'll get the old Lyanna back.
I really wish more people would understand that it's hard enough getting alone time with a particular asshole(who is not picking up the phone so if you read this; fuck you), or anyone for that matter. Especially that asshole. I really prefer spending time with a particular person alone, gives me time to get personal with friends, rather than the big hangouts I usually dread.
If I reject an offer to hang out with an excuse that I'm hanging out with another friend you may or may not know, please don't take it to heart. I just don't feel like group hang outs sometimes.
I've been (amazingly) too lazy to go out lately, especially at nights. From a hardcore alcoholic/junkie/party girl who gets back home at at least 5am or if at all, to a good girl who does her assignments, spends more time at home, and gets back at least by 2am if she goes out at all.
Amazing isn't it? But I'm convinced people never change, just wait a few semesters I'm sure we'll get the old Lyanna back.